there's all these thoughts bouncing around in my head

this loneliness is a tide inside of me, one moment im okay, the next im not.

please god help me

how am I going to make rent

is R okay?

could I be falling in love with D too?

god B, is my match in every single way, a connection that cannot be broken, no matter the tragedy and no matter the distance

am I good enough?

I am so unqualified for all of this

everything's going to be okay

I wish I could go back

I am so angry at myself

I have so much to give, I have nothing left to give

how am I going to survive this?

I cant wait till I feel okay