Friday, September 5, 2014

Yesterday I thought of  laying on the beach staring at millions of stars, pelaconi park, white poppies, the echo of the ocean, the desert with its blanket of heat with the sun setting orange and yellow and fiery red, the smell of the first rain after summer, autum leaves, the sound of crushing snow beneath my feet and seeing my breath in the air. 

I imagine this came to me because I've finally united with you, my dreams are endless and vast. 

You are the stars, the sky, the ocean, flowers, the green in the leaves, the desert, autumn, summer, sunrise, color, rain, sound, snow, and the very air I breathe.




Wednesday, September 3, 2014

A song that reminds me of you, every day was like this::::::: 

Your Gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind: 

Waking up screaming your name 


Your gone and I gotta stay high all the time to keep you off my mind: 

Sleeping In a car with nightmares of you


Spend My days locked in a haze trying to forget you babe I fall back down, gotta stay high, all my all my life, to forget in missing you, I'm  falling back down :

Everydays like this, haunted by your face 

Cant go home again need something to numb the pain 

Your face is haunting me 

 Staying in my play  pretend  where the fun ain't got no end, Can't go home alone again.

Don't know how to live without you, never realized I would be missing you, these drugs make me forget you, and I just can't live without you. I still can't go home alone again, I'm still in play pretend, there's nothing to numb the pain anymore. 

Monday, September 1, 2014

Cause I tried and tried
And I cried and cried
Up late at night and I'm hurt
And I tried to fight and I cried to God
Ooh, please let it just work
And I'm going crazy with you
You got me so confused


All you have to do is say that I'm sorry
Baby I'm sorry
And I'm in love with you
Baby I want this, baby I want it
Say baby I'll do what it takes
And I will be here all the way baby