she knows, she knows, she knows.

and I am a pathetic worthless wrench, and I want to forget you, and move on.


you've got me trapped here

how many days will this shit continue to pass through, I DIDNT WANT IT LIKE THIS, I DIDNT FUCKING WANT IT LIKE THIS.

and whether or not, she knows how Ive fucked her over because I slept with you, her husband, you still don't love me like I want. IF anything you've cowered and backed into your shell, and im still screaming here, and feeling like paper shoes in rain weather.

and I want to forget this town and leave, straight down the highway, till my car breaks down, and my hands blister from holding the steering wheel.

I hate you, I hate you, I hate me, I hate ME.


I HATE THIS.

and you still don't know, and im still lost, and I still have nothing to lose because I am so godamn worthless, and a fucking WHORE just like she says.

I FUCKING HATE MYSELF, I FUCKING HATE MYSELF, and NO MATTER WHERE I RUN TOO I WONT BE ABLE TO GET AWAY FROM THAT.