Monster

You read little gestures and my moverments and the darkness in my eyes and saw for a second, what was going on.

And you guessed with yourself, 

And you told your self: no yes no yes 

Back and forth and back and forth 

And I was just happy you noticed at all 

I am a monster, I think I'm crazy, there's so many voices inside my head, I can't stop holding my breath. 

I keep losing sleep and I can't tell a soul what is really going on. Not even you. 

That makes me crazy

I'm friends with a monster that's under my bed.