Is this enough for you?

IS THIS ENOUGH FOR YOU?



HOW MUCH IS ENOUGH?

how much do I need to give to you? to prove that I am yours, to prove that I am putting my walls down, to prove that I love you?


how much do I have to give away?

my body, all of it? the intimacy?

or all of my thoughts, and my dreams?

all of it, every single bit?

how much of me is just for me then?

how much of me is left?


all the time, everytime

how much do I have to prove?
like im moving up to this invisible finish line?


I opened up this morning, about my dreams last night, and I didnt want you to get close to me cause it was so much just to be telling you it, add on the intimacy and it scared me. So i pushed you away,

"I dont like when you do that Dena"

"do what?"

"push me away"

I got angry, because I am opening up all I can-which is alot for me, and you say that its not enough, not enough.

I rolled over on my side, away from you.

you said "come on dena, dont be like that, tell me how your dream made you feel."

"you think im going to open up to you now, really?"

WHY IS IT NEVER ENOUGH?

I ALWAYS GIVE MYSELF AWAY