Hate that your so intricately part of my life,

I hate that I can't grasp anything and hold on to it.

I have had two great loves, you are not one of these two, you don't come close. 

If you want to honor me, then honor yourself for once.

I wish I was anywhere, anywhere else.

You think I love you?

You looked so astonished when I told you I wasn't in love with you.

I have never been in love with you and I have told you.

Foolish you, how could you not see the signs.

I wil never be your saving grace and I never was and I never claimed to be.

Don't make me out to be a terrible person, when you needed me to hold on too just to get by. You use me just as much as I use you. Maybe I'm just willing to admit it.

I never wanted to be your savior, I wil never be this because I don't want to be, and I should never be. 

You are capable of someone much better, this, this is what I have told you.

Be yourself, love yourself

Needing me hasn't done you any good in these areas 

And it's not my job to save you.

You have to save yourself.

Just like I do.

I save myself everyday without anyone's help in doing so.

Don't look at me,

If you point your finger again,

I'll point you to the mirror.