Why did i want to get high tonight?

I’m afraid to be alone.

Why? 

Because I’m not safe

Because he hurt me at night

Because he’s coming

Because it’s dangerous

Because I’m not safe

Because I really truly believe he’s still coming to my bedroom to use me again. 

Because I am not lovable 

Because I won’t be loved

Because I don’t matter if I’m not loved

Because 

He’s coming. He’s coming. He’s coming.