I want to make a bouquet of flowers and send them all to you, have you decipher the meaning.

Yellow Roses, infidelity
Almond leaves, Indiscretion
Holly, foresight
Lavender, Mistrust
Marigold, grief
Rosemary, remembrance
Columbine, desertion
Carolinas, separation

being without you makes me dream of fire, trees ignite as I pass them; oceans burn.