fear.



god i have so much fear and i can barely stand without shaking from it
and love, for this life growing inside of me, for this hope, for a hope that wont ever stop

and you.

this was my dream
and i want you so bad and it is now the blood in my veins,
and somehow
we cant stop picking each other apart

and IT IS HALF MY FAULT,
but to live without you is a greater pain,
i need us to love,
i need us to cherish,

i need you.
and im losing you as im gaining something we created
how can that be?

i cant do this alone,
im running to you,
and i want you to keep running to me.